So You Can Understand--What Happened to Holly?
I know I have hurt, confused, frustrated, scared, and even angered many of my loved ones. I haven't meant to. I haven't wanted to. I'm hoping by starting this blog I can help you all understand why I say what I say, and why I do what I do. As most of you know, on September 5, 2020, I suffered the devastating loss of my best friend, my confidant, my source of strength and security, my most loyal fan and cheerleader, my dear husband, Vaughn. What could I do? NOTHING could solve my problem! Vaughn was gone! I was heartbroken! Scared! Shocked! His sickness and death happened so quickly. On the 4th of July he was his normal self. Two months later he was gone, and I was a widow! My hopes and dreams for life were dashed, and life, as we, Vaughn and I, had planned it together, was ruined! My choices were I could either sink into despair, or I could turn to the Lord and put everything that I had always said I believed about Jesus Christ to the test. “And he shall go forth, suffering...